live forever....(short stories)

This is my firs time waiting a things which I really notice in deep of my heart. I never get something that I want, never and never.....perticularly in gracefull. I don't mind what people said, they never feels like me, thats is difficult to break's one mind's to my girlsfriend. I had make effort in more time, and teh results are in same. This is to be my views in how to think more over upon the girls, so I get disperat's think thats case to my friends. In spite of it seemingly not in fair, I assume both of me and my friends's thinks is not far differ. I'am not already talking about these in really, but this not be strange until I had got mature. The girls are not trust even more........i think this is a living, it's not easy...i hope certainly in one time over there.....yanuar hardi